Moving on..

I've just read my older entries.. those back in 2003-2005. Some made me sad, a lot made me laugh, a few made me cry, and some made me go... "Huh? Did that happen?"

I used to write more in my entries. I have more a interesting life back then. Didn't realise that I partied so much and I think the most used word was shopping!

I also realise that a few of the more impt happenings that had just occurred within the past year is not up.

My time with Trisno, my time with Mudasir.. Maybe I shld be writing em down; for my future, in case I wanna read and remember what went on since I can't remember much of my past when I didn't write em down.

Can't believe that pooch is really leaving. He's going to study in M'sia for 2 yrs doing Aerospace or somethin like that. (See we just talked abt it few days back and I forgot..) Well, we've been hanging out for quite a bit the past few months and sigh.. all my hang out buddies are gone.. That leaves me with Naz; but hes soo damn busy these days that he dun have the time to entertain me. :(

Pooch says that he'll be back at least once a mth and that he wont forget me.. ya right! I'm sure that one day he's back, he wld wanna spend it with my mum and of cos I cant that that away from him. And im sure he'll meet more friends there and I'll just diminish as the second hand moves, just like I had once before.

I'm soo fuckin sad now. And I still dunno what to do with HIM aka Mr Cool Dude (tts wat my "mummy" calls him). She thinks that he's perfect for me. But what abt HIM? I really like him, yes I do. And my "mummy" asked me to go for it.. but HOW?!!