Sad mornings...

I soo hate mornings. Every morning when I walk past the busy unsmiling people, I really wish I was in bed.. sleeping.

Everyone looks like crap in the morning and plus their unsmiling faces, its worse. I really do not think that I can survive a morning job. I've been doing this for just two weeks and it feels like eternity and that I want to switch jobs. Heh.

Then when I reach my office, it's another thing. I feel trapped as if I'm in a cage. Check out my view : -

Its cool and but yet so sad.. Everyone who passes by will definitely take a peek inside. I think its the bars la.. lucky not vertical.


I got a new handphone.. again..

Hmm maybe this time the reason would be that my brother lost his handphone, so me as a nice sister, let him use mine so that makes me in need of a new handphone.. right?

So there. My latest baby is the Samsung Ultra edition.. the Slide 12.9. *smiles*
3.0 Megapixles with flash and auto focus. But no 3G like my previous phone.. but it doesn't matter... I suppose the camera makes up for it.

Oh previously I was using the Samsung Z540 if u were wondering.. The Slim 3G flip phone.. I know you don't care but I just feel like typing it out cos im sooooo bored right now..

On another story...

I was on the MRT on Sunday, so as u know, Sunday = KAZILLION people. I was standing in between the two cabins and I saw this couple.. The guy kept smelling the girls.. PITS! HOW FUCKING DISGUSTING IS THAT!!! And the girl just give this nonchalant face.. If I was her, I'll bloody slap his face. Even if he doesn't smell her, I'd still think that he deserve a slap.

So I met up with Dee and Pooch after work for dinner at Pizza Hut and then went to get this oh soo nice perfume by Lanvin. So so so so LOVE it. Then we went to chill out at IndoChine. Had a few drinks, take pictures and had a few laughs..

Here are some pictures...

Hmm I know we took more pictures but from my phone I only got these two! Probably its all in Pooch's phone..

Anyways, just got home from meeting pooch. Went to accompany him get a laptop. Then me; having an itchy butt and all, went to ask about cameras. Cos apparently my Canon i5 is one of the useless models ever made (somehow) and my battery is really screwed. Fully charged and it goes low battary in like 30 mins. So that is why I decided to ask about cameras. So fast forward 15 mins, I'm standing at the camera section and enquiring about cameras. So the guy recommended me Canon Ixus 60 so now I'm contemplating. Should I get it. Its going at $449 - with free additional battery and a 1GB memory card. Or 499 - with memory card, the casing and something else which I forgot.

So should I get it?

Yes or Not?

My dad wants to sell me off..

I don't know if I did wrote this down the last time but my dad was going around and I don't know la what he actually said. But I think he's telling people that I'm still single and AVAILABLE. OMG how embarrassing is that. I choose to be single, I'm happy the way it is for now. When my mum told me she found someone for me, I really thought she was joking. Then apparently I realised shes not.


To cut it short -


I though it was over, BUT yesterday we went over to the family's place. Thank god the son is not around. Well I've seen him before la cos hes my freaking neighbour. Aha. So anyways everything was fine up till the time we were about to leave. I was at the door with my sister when my dad was like.. (in Malay la - Ah that's my eldest daughter. You've seen her around haven't you?) AND HE HAS THAT SNEEKY LOOK!!

HOLY SHIT.. I tell u I dunno where to put my face. I can't believe it. Is it such an eyesore that I'm single and not dating anyone?

I'm just waiting for that someone. I think I'll be happy..




Then again; Maybe not.

Rachel Bilson on “How to Get a Guy”

Aside from looking as stunningly beautiful as she does, the O.C. hottie Rachel Bilson spills her real secret to getting any guy she wants: she simply ingores him.


“I would properly ignore him but that would be my way of trying to get the guy.”


Warning for the ladies: Applying Rachel’s “confuse-and-torture-us-poor-guys” technique too frequently may have severe consequences and can be detrimental to your dating life.

Hope for the fellas: Being ignored by the opposite sex can be a sign that they really like you and want you badly in bed. *Note: If you have received this treatment from a single individual for more than 6 months, you may want to give up hope.

- Hot Momma

Hmm do you think I should follow her footsteps?

*Hums a tune*

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims out there!!

Presenting...

*Drum ROLL..*


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My new Side view

I'm So...

... Very very tired

of EVERYTHING.



Can i go to sleep now?

Weeeeee

I cut my hair again..

*Giggle*

Its REALLY short.. How short you may ask..

Well someone told me "ur hair got SLOPE, sure very hard when growing out." So there..

I did get mixed reaction on this new cut so I really don't know abt it. I do like the side view though.. Not my frontal view..

I went to my older hairdresser at bedok. She didn't recognise me when I first stepped in.. Aft like 5 secs.. she was like.. "OMG!! YOU!!" and she went gushing in mandarin saying that I looked so different, I lost weight, she didn't recognise me, yadda yadda yadada. Its been like more then 6 mths since I last went to cut my hair with her; eversince I found HEATWAVE. I just thought I'm gona trim my hair so no point spend so much; but in the end I CUT it..

I'm sure those those who knows me well, knows the reason why I cut my hair.. So ppl eat or stare into blank space.. but I cut my hair..

When can my hair grow past my shoulders.. Just waiting for that moment..

On another note..

Kuih Raya dah SIAP!! I'm soo gona be putting on more weight due to my pineapple tarts. I'm eating em as I'm typing.. SOO NICEEE

Opps.

It's my Dad's birthday today... And I forgot..

*Mumbles*

I dreamt of HIM today. Yes this time with a face. And I get to hear his deep sexy voice too, recalling that most of my dreams are colorless (as this dream too), and soundless. So it goes like this, I was passing by this room and he was inside, so I just ignore him and moved on. Then I sat down waiting for god knows what. And he came by me and said "Hey Mun"; same voice, same way as how he did it last Saturday. Well on Sat, when he said that, I just went - "UUMMMMM".. So.. hmmmm *smiles*

So well on Sunday, I was left stranded at Geylang. BY MY PARENTS.

How sad IS THAT?

We're supposed to go shopping for Raya clothes. Then my uncles from JB came by and said that my Great Grand Aunt, is really really sick. SO, on the same day, (SUNDAY) they (my parents) just impromptu made the decision to GO TO JB!! ARGHHH and I have to work like 9-5 from today (Monday) onwards.. So there is REALLY NO OTHER DAYS to go baju shopping!! *cries*.

Well at least my lil sister got HER baju.. When it came to me, he was like.. EH FASTER LA! WHEN YOU WANNA GO JB.. So I was like.. "FINE no need to get my baju. Lets go". And I just walked on. So they went to JB straight and I was left at City Plaza.

Oh I was left there, cos I had to go to work in the evening. That's why I cannot go to JB with em. And I was like left there alone at 2pm and I start work at 6ish. Sad or not, u tell me.. alone.. and duno where to go. So I was pissed. There was a point that I was SOOO angry that I felt that I wanna cry.

Hurmph.

Nothing in the midst of Something

There's nothing that I wanna say.

Currently I'm just very very confused, lost and tired. There was something that I wanna share but I just do not have the energy to type it all out. The conversation I had with Kimmie, Indera and Pooch yesterday just blew me off my centre. I still dunno what to do.

I really thank you guys for helping me out with this. I just need a new perspective. That's all.

I'm out. LONG week ahead for me. Wish me luck.

Bloody Goats

I'm sure u've encountered this before. You get on a bus, and the person in front or behind u smells OR u are happily sitting at ur seat and a smelly person comes and sit in front of you.

Today both incidents happened to me. When I was on the way to work, this girl behind me smells so bad that I had a headache. Then on my way home, this guy sat in front of me and he smells of beer - Apek kindda beer; and now I'm having a headache.

OMG.

There was once I hopped on the bus and the bus smells of China people. I'm serious. They have a certain kindda smell - Never bathe kind. Don't believe me, go look for them and smell em'. That night was soooo bad, I was either pulling my hair and smelling it or I was trying to block the smell with my fingers but somehow, the smell managed to sneak into my nose.. Urrgh. Disgusting.

Why can't ppl bathe more often, use deodorants or perfumes for god's sake. They sell em' for a reason you know..

Other news :-

"Mummy" says that he said he is shy and that he wants the GIRL to make the first move.

I did SMS him today (before I met my "Mummy") to start a small conversation and his answers were pathetic. He really really has this "can't be bothered" attitude. Either his fingers are too painful for him to SMS me back or... I don't have another explanation..

A question : - When you SMS ppl, do you put a FULLSTOP at the end of ur question or answer? Or ur answer sms just goes "Nope"; without the fullstop.

It just bugs me you see. Cos the sentence seems unfinished. And that is what he has been giving me; unfinished sentences.

What the hell is wrong with guys these days? And he's not like 25 or immature! He's older than that and I'd assumed he wld be more mature in this situation.. Apparently he's not.

Moving on..

I've just read my older entries.. those back in 2003-2005. Some made me sad, a lot made me laugh, a few made me cry, and some made me go... "Huh? Did that happen?"

I used to write more in my entries. I have more a interesting life back then. Didn't realise that I partied so much and I think the most used word was shopping!

I also realise that a few of the more impt happenings that had just occurred within the past year is not up.

My time with Trisno, my time with Mudasir.. Maybe I shld be writing em down; for my future, in case I wanna read and remember what went on since I can't remember much of my past when I didn't write em down.

Can't believe that pooch is really leaving. He's going to study in M'sia for 2 yrs doing Aerospace or somethin like that. (See we just talked abt it few days back and I forgot..) Well, we've been hanging out for quite a bit the past few months and sigh.. all my hang out buddies are gone.. That leaves me with Naz; but hes soo damn busy these days that he dun have the time to entertain me. :(

Pooch says that he'll be back at least once a mth and that he wont forget me.. ya right! I'm sure that one day he's back, he wld wanna spend it with my mum and of cos I cant that that away from him. And im sure he'll meet more friends there and I'll just diminish as the second hand moves, just like I had once before.

I'm soo fuckin sad now. And I still dunno what to do with HIM aka Mr Cool Dude (tts wat my "mummy" calls him). She thinks that he's perfect for me. But what abt HIM? I really like him, yes I do. And my "mummy" asked me to go for it.. but HOW?!!

He said...

He said i'm too nice...

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TOO NICE?!!


He needs to spend more time with me.. then he'll know if i'm NICE.


HURMPH!

Red Ear

I went to cut my hair today. I know; impaitent.

Naz is soo gonna nag..

4 AM - Sukiyaki?

Ya I know its supposed to be 4pm BUT its bloody 4am now and I CAN'T SLEEP!!!

Stupid brain keeps thinking of him.

STOP IT!!!!!


OH since I'm up,

I think I've offended pooch. Pooch if u're reading this; I'm sorry k. But you know that I speak my mind. I say what I see, think and feel. And I know that I've not been an easy person to be with at times. Blame it on my mood swings.

If something (ME) is bothering you.. pls tell me ya. I will really appreciate it if you say something abt it. I'd rather we lash it out then you keep it to urself. And I know you don't like to share; but too bad la, U made a wrong choice when you made me ur friend.


I'm SOOOO hungry right now. For the past 4 days, I only had A BUN of bread for breaking of fast.. But today I had bought some mini toblerone for the guys but in the end I had like 60% of it. I had to BEG them to take away the toblerones and hershey's.

Chocolate bun + toblerones... that is sooo wrong.

Hair Help

I need to do something to my hair. Current state = OVERGROWN.

I have to host some VVIP Japanese people on the 22nd of October. So something have to be done. I really miss my long hair so I thought of keeping it but now it's out of control.

I kindda like Victoria Beckham's new crop hairdo but too bad I don't have her bony cheeks, sharp chin or her long neck.. I'm fat. So I do not think it works on me.

Advise anyone?

Man oh man...

HE actually talked to me!! Hahaha..

He started asking questions abt what I do apart from this and we were talking at a nice pace when SOMEONE had to come and join us!!! And HE went quiet.. Oh man it was so sad... Then this other guy started talking to me abt general stuff and I tried to get HIM talking but he was just listening, nodding and just saying a word or two.. *Cries*

Why oh why.....

But we did manage to talk when there were more ppl ard.. *smiles*

Then my "mummy" called me cos she saw us sitting together. [My "mummy" and HIM and have this thing going. He asked her to find him a girlfriend and she had said to him before, "Mun's single, why don't u ask her out."] (I knew abt this. I don't know if he knew that I knew..) So with my "mummy" on the line, he asked me to ask my "mummy" if she had found him a girl; so I passed my phone to him. I tried to eavesdrop but then this other girl was talking to me so I didn't catch their conversation. When I asked my mum wat did they talk abt, she went "CANNOT TELL YOU. HAHAHA." ARGHHHHH. So Evil!! This is killing me.. I tried bribing her but she's still not talking..

Maybe he don't want me.. *Pouts*


Nevertheless, HE had been such a sweetheart for this past 2 days that I miss HIM already. Sigh..

Oh yea.. HE asked me if during my younger days I watched this movie called GOONIES.. It's supposed to be a kids movie or show back then and I told him no.. Anyone care to enlighten me abt this movie?

It was HAZE-free today and its sooo nice to be breathing in clean air once again. I actually brought my camera along you kill my boredom and snap some hazy shots but alas.. due to the almost clear sky, everything looks.. boring.

On another note, can't wait for OVERDRIVE.. WADE Robson IS coming to Esplanade. Seesh he is bloody hot and (dang!) married. His wife is coming along and my colleague is picking him up tomorrow and she did mention to me that she can't send them off when they are due to go back cos she wont be in S'pore. And SO, I took the opportunity to tell her that I'M free to send Wade and gang off IF she needs me.. heh *wiggle eyebrow*. But I have a feeling that its not gona happen cos I'm sure they're not gona pay me just to send him off. They might just dump them in a bus and say "bye bye" at the hotel.. crap. Shall wait and see.

*Smiles* -- *Cough*

It's been a good day...

But the haze was VERY VERY bad. I was outside by Esplanade's waterfront sitting with the production guys and we were all coughing badly. Checked with them and today's PSI at it's highest was abt 150.. and our boss says the show must go on, UNTIL the artists complain abt the weather... !!! What abt us?!!

But it was ok.. I had great company.. *smiles*. But not much eye candy walking by though.. But the one sitting beside me was enuf to last the whole day.. haha.

Oh Esplanade Theatres by The Bay is having free performances along the waterfront and also those lantern walks for this weekend. Yea this post came a bit too late. Heh.

Its been a tiring, long and hazy 3 days. Tomorrow's the last day of the Moonfest Festival at Esplanade, and tomorrow is the last day I can spend time with HIM by the waterfront. Sigh, I'm gona miss talking to HIM; just passing by saying "HI" or smiling wont be enough for me.. Oh but he did take a picture of HIMself in my phone so that when he calls, I can see his face!! Hmm so is he gona call me after this? That remains unseen..

Gonna call it a night, another long day tomorrow..

Oh and my friend who looks like DMC, I saw him.. and I was just thinking abt him yesterday.. Long life to him!

Talk abt me more people!!

Can I?

And there I was, sitting and looking at HIM
Thinking that it will never Be.
He scares me at times, but near him I still want to be.
He has this kind, gentle look in his eyes that makes me like staring at him,
and he has dimples to die for.

Tell me, how can i not like him?

Yesterday's post

Was watching a rerun of Ellen Degeneres's show on tele (cos I can't sleep), DMC was performing and I juz realise that I have a friend who looks like DMC (the eyes and the sharp chin). A much younger and cuter version though..

And then I saw this Malay lady (wearing a Malay head scarf) while I was walking by the waterfront at Esplanade and realise that she looks like someone I know, whom is Chinese. I had to double look at her cos she looks so much like my colleague.

I was told that everyone on Earth has 7 twins around the world. So it got me thinking, is that a black ME out there? Or even a blonde ME? eeks! FREAKY I tell you! I've been mistaken A LOT on the streets, either people were asking if I'm so and so or my friends were saying "HEY!! I saw you at such and such place" and my face went HUH? I think it's already bad cos imagine my TWIN me does something.. errm bad.. and IF my friends thought it was ME; I mean if they're my close friends its fine they cld ask me abt it, but wat if they are not my close friends? Die I tell you!!

So I really really hope that my 7 TWINS out there and I think the 10 TWINS that I have in Singapore behave themselves.. My reputation is at stake!! Hahah..

Done.. for now.

Oh kay.. I think it's good for now. But I still prefer Geocities.

Now I realise I have to sign up to ANOTHER site to host my bloody pictures. In Geocities, one can upload the pictures there and just put in the links.

The only thing I HATE abt Geocities is the ads that cover my entries and the wait I have to endure in order to upload the page builder. You can check it out (the stupid ads covering my entries) if know where to click. I can't even be bothered to paste a link in here..

Due to my inconsistent connection past few months, I totally gave up updating in Geocities. So Anna asked me to try Blogspot since its much much easier to handle.
I feel so lost here cos IM so used to editing in html format in Geocities. I think I just need more time to go thru the template here to get the hang of it. But NOW that I know abt the hosting of pictures and videos thingy, it just drains the energy out of me to try and do somethin abt this blog.

Well, we'll see if anything will change in the nxt few days. I do love the pink though...


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Oh... opps.. eeeks.

It's been so long since I've blogged. During those days I can just keep on typing non stop abt god knows what. Today I have to sit and think abt what I wanna write. And even IF I do write, I do not know how to start and end it.

So.. these few entries might just look pretty weird..

Anyways, went to IKEA today. Was supposed to look for a lamp for my nocturnal life. Once I stepped into IKEA, I remembered ANNA. The last time round, I was supposed to follow her to go to IKEA and my DEAR friend came SUPER late that I was sooo bloody pissed that I called someone else to met up with me.. OK I suppose more like force him to meet me. Well old stories.. I wonder if that story was in my older site...

So back to present day, I do now understand why some people LOVE IKEA. It just looks.. normal to me, somehow. Nothing fantastic; probably its the cheap prices and the simplicity of the designs. So yea walked ard and I saw NOTHING that catches my eye.

I was looking for a plastic storage box that can fit under my bed to store my junk. I need to get rid of my cardboard boxes as it doestnt last long. So walk walk, and I saw this huge white plastic container. Ok took note of it.. walk some more and I saw NOTHING that catches my eye.. Ok at the children's corner I DID saw something but my mum just gave me that look; so I walked on.

The Lighting section nearly blinded me with all the bright lighs. But I love it there cos of all the wonderful wall lights that they have. Its soo nice but I know that my mum would'en allow me to get any cos its pretty to look at but not bright. (SIDETRACK : HEY!! that line reminds me of something.. MEN ARE LIKE : - Lava Lamps - Fun to look at, but not very bright ) Hahaha.

Ok back to earth, where was I.. yea, pretty pretty lights. Cut story short, I manage to get the lamp. Aiya! I shld have taken pictures of the pretty pretty lights! So that I can show it to whomever is reading this. I think I was so bloody lazy (cos I slept at 7am and my mum woke me up at 12 noon; had to quickly shower and got ready and drove em) just now that I didn't even think abt it.

So ya la! Oh Then went to Tampines to get some yummy yummy FOOD!

SO!!! That's my day! Not as interesting as it used to be leh... Sigh.


PS : Oh I forgot to add this bit in..

The huge supposed to be stuffed under my bed PLASTIC white box that I got from IKEA....

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CANNOT FIT UNDER MY BED!!


Ok. That's all.

10 days and 2kg more..

You know, people loose weight when they are fasting. But nooo.. I HAVE to put on..

So what is wrong? I really don't know.. Could it be the Briyani Rice, could be the sambal goreng or maybe its the Kebabs..

Help me someone..


And my memory of the dream has still yet to make an appearance..

Where's my memory..

Before I went to bed yesterday, I know what I wanna write today in mind.. The words just went crusing thru my mind, pulling me into the situation I was thinking about. I thought and thought until I fell asleep.

When I woke up today, it's gone.


And I can't still remember a damn line.

Older useless entries - Saturday September 18

Ok.. so I will be posting my older unposted entries up.. WHY? Don't ask. Its rude.

Also, I'm trying to post up ALL my old old entries from my other site.. And I know nuts about doing it.. So help me someone..

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Eh eh.. August went by like the wind and I didn'tÂ’t feel it pass by.. Tsk tsk this is bad.. One whole month gone just like that.. seesh.. to thinkaboutt it, the god damn YEAR is passing by. FAST. SharksÂ…

Well so yea I was on tele for a mere errm 2 secs.. but hell no one wld notice its me.. cos the shot was with the SÂ’pore IDOLS! They were walking towards me and I think HadyÂ’s damn head blocked me. There goes my 2 secs of fame..

WOMAD 2006 was good. Same shit year in and year out.. ItÂ’s in its 9th year so.. well the anniversaryÂ’s NEXT YEAR!

Oh why am I updating now.. Well cos at long last, I CAN SURF!! YES.. One bloody reason didn'tI didnÂ’t update is bcos, I cannot surf. Thanks to my router, I duno wat the hell is wrong with it but the uncle just came by and he let me use his for this week while he checks on my modem and router and HOLY CRAP! EverythingÂ’s loading so fast!

IÂ’ve been sick for the past 3 days. IÂ’ve been coughing till I developed a migraine. ThatÂ’s how bad it is. I think I just need to be IN BED; and IÂ’ll be just fine and dandy..