Sobs

Its been 2 weeks of torture for me. But this past week has been worth while. I think I'm in love..

Yea..

Well he didn't really take my breath away, but I was attracted by his quietness. And me being the stupid naive girl I am; didn't know who the hell he is.. Been admiring him for 3 days or so, knew his name, his stage name and it didn't cross my mind to do a search on him BEFORE he leaves me for good..

Stupid ain't it.

Regretting every moment of it now.

Well he's Firdee Akassya aka Aqasha. Yea the M'sian actor / singer. When he went back, I did a search and then found out who he was, then I left him a msg on friendster and realised that he stopped logging in for over a year. SIGH

A lot of interesting things happened during the past week. Will pen them down here soon when I have the time.

All I have to say is that I have a ball of a time working for PGL the musical even though the hours could have killed me. Its all worth it..

Dragging myself out..

Been sucha long weekend for me.. My rashes are back and its BAD.. as in real real bad. My arms, my neck, my back; and I can't stop scratching.

I think its due to my smoking.. Since I started smoking, the rashes are back. And then this week, due to the outdoors, the combination is fatal.

Been talking to HIM. Got to know a few stuff from him. And well some things that I found out, turned me off. I do not know if he was joking or serious about his wants but well I'm just surprised that he said that to me. He did mention also that someone he used to go out wants to get back with him and that he's open to that idea.. I wish him all the best on that part. Also got to know that he's from a very mixed parentage; Japanese included. Ain't that hot?

I also realised that my stomach didn't do a butterfly dance whenever I see him BUT my heart actually did a 360 turned when I saw someone else that I used to know.. So NOW I began to wonder, do I REALLY like him? Or is it just an infatuation?

Pengz

Went to collect my passport.. OMG the wait.. HORRIBLE.

2 HRS just to collect my Biopass. Yea yea it uses the chip and antenna thingy that contained my thumbprint apparently.. AND the expiry of the passport is 5 years!!

P.S - When I collected the passport, I was stunned that the expiry date was the same date as my "expired" passport and not 8 Nov as when I applied it.. So NOW I just checked.. AND


I realised THAT


My passport expires in 2007!!


And my dad went to create a HOO HAA saying that my passport HAS expired and that I HAVE to go make a NEW ONE.

PENGZ.

And my picture in it is black and white.. So not nice.. I look like I have eyebags man. Wat happened to the pretty colored picture that I gave em.. :(

So aft the LONG and cold wait, went to Beach Road to check out if they have any nice bags for sale. ZILTCH

So I proceed to Bugis. TONS of bags.. some I really really wanna get but to think of it, I might get a better one elsewhere so I just went on moving.. City Gems are having 50% off. I was soo tempted to go into the shop to have a look see but I was out of time so I didn't. Maybe its better off as such.

Ta - Dahhh

Been such a tiring day.

Met up with Diana to do some catching up and mini shopping. We had lunch first, and we went to Pizza Hut at CenterPoint. And we choose the WRONG SEATs. We didn't realise it at first but we were surrounded with families with at least a minimum of 2 kids. AND is it perfectly FINE if the kids just keep their bloody mouth shut you know. Like how my sister was when we always go out to eat. OMG!! ... THESE KIDS KEPT SCREAMING AND CRYING for god knows what. I wonder how come the parents don't feel embarrassed when the WHOLE freakin restaurant were looking at them and especially ME.. stuck in the middle of em all giving them the WTF look..

Seriously what the hell were the parents thinking; letting their kids CRY their lungs out; then pretend to bring em out. Come back in and then less than 5 mins began crying again. One more kid was yelling cos her sister was disturbing her, kicking her leg from under the table. The other one on my left just cried for god knows why. It was bad that I cant even hear myself talking.

If that's not horrible enuf, the food came sooooooo LATE. I think it took close to 60 mins before my garlic bread arrived. And those 60 mins ah; NO DRINKS LEH, not even plain water. I asked for plain water for like 3 times and I got nothing. AND then, the guy who took our order (he didn't know the price of one glass of iced tea) - ROLL EYE - FORGOT about our pizza! He wrote the order, he repeated it, and HE DIDNT KEYED IT IN THE BLOODY COMPUTER!

Sigh..

We then proceed to Far East cos Di wanted to get a bag and I need to drop by to Lucky Plaza to check out on cameras. The camera shopping is a bit too long la so I shall not type it out but we went to various shops and as we went further, the prices get cheaper and cheaper. So exciting.

So, Far East was a waste of time, cos we didn't really find anything nice, but Di got herself a pair of sandals, and me, AGAIN didn't get it, this time round cos the sandal got some manufacture problem cos when I tried it, I feel this sharp thing rub against my skin; so I didn't get it AGAIN. The last time round, when I wanted to get it, NO SIZE.. not meant for me but I loove the sandals. So pretty cos its PINK! :)

So anyways at the end of the day, we went back to Lucky Plaza to check on the cameras again cos there was quite a few shops that we didn't go to, so bla bla bla, in the end, I bought ....

I still LOVE Canon but I got this due to its image stabilizer and well apparently Olympus is not a bad brand. And it has the battery life indicator which is impt. So ya got it at $370, with a 1GB xD Card, screen protector, and the standard package.

Sigh.. But why am I not elated about my purchase?

Bleh!

Ya.. gone missing again.. Been very busy. For the past days been back home like sooo late (or early morning). Sooo tired. Nothing much has happened these past few days. Only my skin is getting very dry. Moisturizer doesn't help; so I really dunno what to do.

Got myself a new ring today. Really really pretty! Maybe I'll take a pix of it tomorrow when I'm out with Diana.

So many things to buy tomorrow. PJ pants and top, undies, I need a new camera too so I have to look around for one, and Metro and Watsons are having sale till tomorrow also. So need to check it out..


Die..

I look good in..

Had my passport done today. Didn't realise that it has expired. Heh. I love my passport photo. I look good.. heh

Expired..

I feel like I need a break from S'pore again.. And when I checked my passport...

IT HAS EXPIRED!!

Sigh.. why does all these happen? When you want something, you can't find it. And when you don't, it just keeps coming..

Maybe that's what I should do.. IGNORE or not want HIM.. then probably I'll get him?

The TRUTH & only the TRUTH...

Met up with Naz on.. Sat night / Early Sunday morning aft work. Then we went to meet Reza and his friends and smoked sheesha..

Love it. I wanna smoke it again soon.

Me and Naz had a "TRUTH" session and it was sooo funny (to US) but INTENSE (for the rest) that they offered "Do you think we should split table?" haha

So.. the truth hurts..

Now I know..


THAT


I LOOKED ANNOYING back then.

And you know WHY?

JUST COS I WAS FAT AND WORE TINTED GLASSES!!

That's just utterly rubbish!!


SOOO


Now that he is "fatter" and wears horrible glasses, I'm soo gonna shove it back to him. Then again he did say "Ya I know I look annoying".. LOL how like that. Stupid man.

But he did say my personality outshines my annoying looks, and that's why he stayed talking to me and continued asking me out when I told him I was lazy (back then). He said I was one of the MOST laziest person he ever know.. And I told him I still am. And we burst into a fit of laughter. It may not seem funny to you reading this. But with his annoying specs and shirt, the way he said it and the way I rebut back, so damn hilarious.

Naz said he saw Kirin, but when she saw him, she like rushed off. Hmm wonder what he did to her that made her react as such, even like after so long since they last met. ... Oh wait.. he did told me about it. Oh well *Shrugs*

Reza seems nice and seem to be a very thoughtful person. I like him already.

2 more months.. So far the plan is somewhat set.. Just need a little twitching here and there. My toes are tingling when i think about it. I'm so excited!!

Five tips for a woman....

1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job.

2. It is important that a man makes you laugh.

3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you.

4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you.

5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.

:)

AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES

1. If you are choking on an ice cube,don't panic. Simply pour a cup of
boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed.

2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting
someone else to hold them while you chop away.

3. Avoid arguments with your partner about lifting the toilet seat by
simply using the sink.

4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer.

5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button.

6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be afraid to cough.

7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache.

8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape.

9. Remember: Everyone seems normal until you get to know them.

10. Never pass up an opportunity to go to the bathroom.

11. If you woke up breathing, congratulations! You get another chance.

12. And finally, be really nice to your family and friends; you never know when you might need them to empty your bedpan.

Your Zodiac And The Way You Kiss

Aries

Your kisses are quick and passionate fits of lustful pleasure that are there and then gone.


Taurus

Your kisses linger; they are deliberate, heartfelt and they can go on and on and on.


Gemini

Your kisses are interrupted by spasms of giggles, smiles and funny observations.


Cancer

Your kisses are warm and tender, and you never want to let them go.


Leo

Your kisses are wild and uninhibited, biting and clawing; you expect applause for your performance.


Virgo

Your kisses are so subtle and tidy, your lover only notices them once you've finished.


Libra

You're too busy worrying about your breath to really get into your kisses.


Scorpio

You skip the kiss and get straight to whatever comes next for you.


Sagittarius

Your kisses are surprising, spontaneous affairs that leave the kissed wanting more.


Capricorn

Your kisses are intense moments of sublime relief from the stress of your day.


Aquarius

Your kisses are wet and messy, and you tend to keep your eyes open.


Pisces

Your kisses are starry-eyed, amorous and long-lasting.

Rindotokikushika Mekutekushi

Thats my japanese name.. Whats urs?

Take each letter of your name and substitute it
with the japanese sound to the right of the letter.
Names might be kinda long.

* A- ka
* B- tu
* C- mi
* D- te
* E- ku
* F- lu
* G- ji
* H- ri
* I- ki
* J- zu
* K- me
* L- ta
* M- rin
* N- to
* O-mo
* P- no
* Q- ke
* R- shi
* S- ari
* T-chi
* U- do
* V- ru
* W-mei
* X- na
* Y- fu
* Z- zi

Do Try!!

From sad to happy

Went to the dentist and was told that I have to wear my braces for another 2 and a half more months!! *cries* And I thought that I could take it out by year end.

Sad.

Then in the bus, (I don't know the whole story la) a lady conductor boarded and do her "thang". Everything was A-OK till she came to this guy. His seat was just beside mine. So then the commotion came. The conductor rested her butt on the seat beside me and talked to the guy. So ok la the norm, I thought he didn't pay but then I realise that he boarded the bus from the same stop as I did and I did recall seeing him tap his card. So as my earphones were stuck to my ear, I did not listen to the conversation but the conductor did raise her voice every now and then. So aft like 5 minutes, it got pretty irritating. So I K-PO and paused my ipod. Then I heard about "Aiya you will only loose 65 cents! Not so much can claim." and some other Chinese sentences. So now I thought, he didn't use the adult card. But he cant be using the student card could he? Apparently he was using the senior citizen card. I did see he showed her his I/C as proof but I dunno why la, the conductor still refuse to let him by. But if he's not of the approved age, how come he managed to apply for the card right? So ok that is nothing la.

After the conductor alighted, the bloody man went over to the bus driver and spoke to him. And the damn driver just parked his bus along the road to entertain to that idiot guy. Ok la in this I dunno what happened. I thought the guy was at fault because of the card thingy but then aft like 5 mins of the bus not moving, the people behind me began to shout and CURSE!! CURSE u know.. so embarrassing leh.. And they kept scolding the bus driver. Saying that he should drive on cos they're gonna be late for work, that he shldnt have interfered cos this was the conductors fault. So now they are on the guys side.

Thank God I left home early.. I would be damn pissed if I was LATE due to this crap.

On another note..


Someone said I'm stylish.. me? ha is it? So far when I told some people I know they just laughed at me. Eh this girl who told me so, is stylish herself. Apparently we like each others wardrobe. So anyways, she said she liked looking at the way I dress & I said ya me too. I like to look at girls. *Slient*

They way they dress, I continued. And me and her talked about our wardrobe, in front of the guy I liked.. the "HIM". Hmm I've yet to find a name for him have I? Oh he made the comment to her "So you like her wardrobe la". Haha so aft that she said she like looking at girls, at how they dress. I agreed and he was like.. "Emm ya I like to look at girls too" Stupid boy.

But really la, which girl do not look at how other girls dresses? Some girls are just fantastic dressers. They have their own style that just suits them. I'd rather be looked at cos I dress well rather then cos I dress sloppily.

Then again, who does?

One more to tickle ur funny-bone..

Another one of the funnies..

Check out the facials..

Moustaches are very Sexy!!

It's a bit long but very very funny!

Enjoy!